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If I did, do you really imagine I’d confess?

[The words murmured more than spoken, his attention sunken beneath the heavy hang of dark lashes as he cranes his neck higher— pressing chilled lips to the edge of Emet-Selch’s jaw. Tentative. Testing.

The way someone might dip their toe into a shallow pool.]

You never would, of course. But then neither would I.

[And he is still, at first. Not leaning away from the touch or into it, almost observing more than anything else-- but some of the tension eases from him after a moment, head canted slightly in response to that attention. Silent permission for it.]

...feeling, bright and awful and nauseating. [Murmured under his breath, a mirror of what Astarion had said to him before.] I've begun to think it might not be so terrible to reacquaint myself with it.

It isn’t awful.

[He takes it as permission, that lack of reaction. Knowing Emet-Selch, the man wouldn’t opt to tolerate anything he doesn’t want to.]

Well— not at first, anyway.

[It’s the losing it that torments. The same way it always does.

A conversation they’ve already had.

His teeth, sharp as daggers, scuff their way along the underside of Emet-Selch’s throat— the lightest possible scrape against vulnerable skin, leaving only faintly reddened marks in their wake. That he could do more is obvious. That he could rush for more is, too, but Astarion is a creature of caution at heart: when it comes to touch— and touch alone— he doesn’t take what he isn’t given.]

Never at first.

[A quiet agreement, exhaled breathily along with the graze of Astarion's teeth. The beginning is the easy part, in that sense-- but in other ways it's the difficult part. Engaging in anything is a conscious acknowledgement of the later consequences. Starting anything sets the timer on when it might end.

But he is likely mortal, now. Now the calculations include the possibility he will not live to see that end.

He might as well live like it, just a little.

Emet-Selch takes a moment to pull the glove off one hand, reaching up-- his thumb brushes the edge of Astarion's ear, then moves past, fingers threading into his hair, hand resting at the back of his head. Not tight enough to pull, just enough to be present; a matching gesture that there could be more.]

[He drinks in that attention the same way he drinks in everything: greedily, without restraint. His head tips into the slow slide of bare fingers, so overwarm from the trapped heat of a glove now shed.

The first time, in fact, that Astarion can remember ever seeing the man without them.

Preventative, perhaps? A barrier between himself and the simplicity of touch? —or just a pair of gloves, and nothing more. Nothing so remarkable or poetic. Either way, Astarion shoves that curiosity from his mind almost as soon as it rises, seizing the opportunity instead to wend his way into Emet-Selch’s lap, straddling the man with ease where he’s perched along the edge of the mattress— mouth to his neck, just above the high edge of that dark collar, raking with teeth, tracing it with his tongue, working higher by the second with all due insistence. Starved, for lack of a better term.

If something well-fed can also be starved.]

[There's a low, throaty chuckle of amusement from him when Astarion shifts, a little murmur of-]

Eager, are we...?

[...even as he lets an arm slide around Astarion's waist, curling there, tugging him a little closer. For him, that probably counts as eagerness, too.

His chin tilts back by degrees to allow more space to work with, a bit more of the pale flesh of his neck exposed; before he speaks again, he exhales a slow sigh, hand settling at the small of his companion's back.]

But before we dispense with words-- tell me what you don't want.

[Better now than having to break away from things later. Stumbling on something someone enjoys is a pleasant surprise; stumbling upon something they don't just ruins the mood entirely, and Astarion has said just enough of his history that Emet-Selch does not doubt there are missteps to make in that regard.]

For you to turn tail and run before the night is over.

[Funny. That’s what Astarion would find it, Emet-Selch’s concern. Not that he doesn’t comprehend the idea of aversion borne of suffering, and doubly so in someone else, but Astarion—

His brief moments of tethered freedom were always bought with touch. With warmth, and wanting, and the comfort of being adored in turn by strangers of the highest caliber, even if it was just a cruel game.

No. He wasn’t left without his scars, but they don’t live here.]

Or to bore me.

[The more real danger, all things considered.

His fangs sink deep into the fabric of Emet-Selch’s coat, pulling when he twists his own neck— serpentine— until the clasps come undone either by brute force or momentum alone.

Unmistakably, it’s not a gentleman’s gambit.]

[That answer gets him a satisfied-sounding little hum. Good. One less thing to think about, when part of the point is thinking a little less. It's a pleasing enough response-

But then those fangs sink into his coat, and he tugs Astarion's head back with a little huff, the other hand quickly shifting to help unfasten the clasps himself as they're tugged apart.]

Use those on me as you like, but I'm not in the mood to need to replace anything.

[Grumbled, but not too heatedly. Just a mild warning. He shrugs the coat from his shoulders, letting it fall, and abandons his other glove as he asks,]

Now, exactly how much do you care about that shirt.

[Because if the answer is 'not much', well, he has a thought or two if Astarion doesn't want to be bored. He did start this.]

I won't weep, but you’ll owe me a new one.

[Astarion rumbles through the edges of his own teeth, all but purring like a scruffed animal, and utterly content in that flicker of incited displeasure.

His hands are still perched on either side of Emet-Selch’s shoulders, weight still settled comfortably across the Ascian's lap— boots to the edge of the mattress, irreverent of everything, always.]

But are you sure you’re not afraid of my fangs? I have been known to bite hard.

I assure you that I have had worse-- not in bed, mayhap, but I am hardly fragile.

[He's experienced death enough times, after all, for pain not to trouble him much-- and he has mentioned what he wants out of this. If he ends up feeling it tomorrow, even the day after, that won't be a detriment. Better that than tenderness, right now.

Emet-Selch takes a moment to work at the clothing he's still wearing one-handed, fabric slipping from his shoulders, arms pulled free of it; this body is not the same as the one that led a military career, free of scarring (save for a large and oddly-shaped discoloration over his torso), but it still bears the same musculature, hidden up til now under the layers he prefers.

And once he's freed of that, mostly bare down to the waist, he pulls something from the fabric. In a smooth motion, he reaches up to set a hand on Astarion's chest, the flat of his dagger resting there.]

And I have been known to bite back.

[He has no fangs of his own, but he can certainly make do.]

[Red eyes gleam at the press of metal— colder than his own skin. The wicked widening of Astarion’s jagged grin the surest sign of his perpetual weakness when it comes to the allure of self-destruction. The rush of it. The thrill.

For all that Astarion likes to boast and brag and hound society’s pampered few, he’s clearly no less hungry for a momentary, reckless high.

But then, given the nature of his bloodlust, that hardly comes as a surprise.

The pads of his gloved thumbs dig reflexively by degrees, bearing into the bare muscle settled just beneath the arch of Emet-Selch’s collarbone.]

My my.

Maybe you do have claws after all. [He leans in by degrees against the flat of the blade, eyes shadowed beneath the heavy hang of long, dark lashes. That his mouth finds its way to the Ascian's ear is, perhaps, inevitable. The closeness of it, the sharp dig of teeth, the way his breath pools over vulnerable skin, chased by his tongue in the gaps between digging statements.]

If I wasn’t so fond of you, I might be worried, given the gossip.

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[The attention earns him a more ragged breath, exhaled before he can think to steady it-- it has been some time, and this body is only human. He keeps himself otherwise composed, but there is a subtle shift in posture, a reflexive tightening of the hand threaded into Astarion's hair, pulling perhaps a little more than he fully meant to.

Not that he thinks he will mind.]

And what, precisely, would you be so worried I would do to you, with those fangs of yours where they are?

[...not that he minds, either. He's unconcerned about it, mouth curled into a small smirk as he speaks; he has not moved the dagger from its position, either, not easing it away as Astarion leans close. A slight motion tilts the blade, now angled so that if he presses further he's certain to come up against it.]

Or mayhap I should ask instead: what is it that you want to think I would do to you.

A world-devouring villain? Hard to say what you wouldn’t do.

[The way Astarion says it, it’s with all the feathering breathlessness of a swooning Noble at a soirée. One part true appreciation for the idea, one part teasing farce.]

Why, for all I know you could be corrupting me at this very moment— swaying my heart, plotting my very demise.

Waiting to plunge that dagger right between my ribs.

But I’d prefer a different sort of death, if I’m honest. The smaller, temporary, orgastic sort. And much as I’m certain you’re capable of sweeping me off my feet, that sort of denouement is a much....mm, harder feat for some.

So.

[His mouth sinks lower, he’s so very tempted to bite deep into the vulnerable, corded muscle of Emet-Selch’s throat— but without the aid of magic, a bite there could easily be lethal.

Instead, with a resolute exhale, his head turns.]

Surprise me.

[Murmured ever so sweetly...before jagged teeth snap themselves into the sloping angle of Emet-Selch’s shoulder, somewhere just above his collarbone.]

I suppose I could be.

[He murmurs that idly, releasing his grip on Astarion's hair. As his fingertips skim lower, brushing the nape of his neck, they carry with them a strange energy-- shadow gathered to his hand, his touch suffused with it. It doesn't hurt, no more than ice would had he called frost to him instead, but the sensation of darkness is one that's difficult to put a finger on, warm and somehow energetic.

It remains as his hand trails down to the small of Astarion's back, breath held a moment while his mouth lowers, and at that bite-- he exhales a sharp hiss, the magic gathered around his hand flaring for just a moment in a reflexive response, the sensation intensifying in turn. After a moment, though, it calms as Emet-Selch murmurs a quiet curse (those teeth truly are not to be underestimated), taking a moment to gather himself before pulling Astarion just a little closer. Just enough for the length of the blade's edge to press through fabric and cut flesh in return.]

-but what satisfaction would there be, [he asks, his voice rougher,] in swaying you in such a way?

[Not like that. Far better for everything to be freely taken or willingly given. Even if he could still do it now-- that isn't the way he wants him.]

[The groan that escapes Astarion— squeezing itself through the gaps between overlong fangs and Emet-Selch’s skin— is inescapably lurid. That shivering sensation running along his spine, the dig of the knife where it rests sharp between them, cutting like a thorn.

They’re only flirting with the idea of sinking into sweat and surrender, but even in the prelude to it, Astarion’s struck with addiction over the thought-numbing potency of it all. Touch, heat, the dig of his own blunted nails across skin where he rakes them in patterns that are nothing short of demanding, taken to rolling his hips— heedless of the blade, or the way it nips at him at the tail end of every rutting hitch.

And the taste of blood, rich and regal across his tongue. Smooth as long-aged brandy, and laced with something else he can't quite define. His head tips back when he breaks for air, gasping as the world spins peripherally. Dizzy. Drunken.]

Mmph. [Impatient. Impatient. Slender fingers rushing to begin yanking at the loose cloth of his own shirt, dragging it against both that knife and its own fastenings. Fuck it.] Help me get this damned thing off.

Too impatient to manage it for yourself?

[-he says, as if his own body hasn't shifted to meet the motion of Astarion's, as if the words aren't all but dragged from him-- it's meant to sound loftier and more amused than it does, but it's a little too breathless to carry the right tone. There's a breaking point, there always is; the throb in his shoulder from that bite and the raking burn of nails against his back are both dampened by heat, drinking in Astarion's reaction. It feeds into his own, a heady sort of satisfaction at seeing him this way, and it's here that he decides there isn't going to be any turning back.

He wastes no time in helping to remove that shirt, knife slicing easily through fabric in strategic cuts to let it fall away, with an equally strategic depth. A trace left behind here and there, an unpredictable sting. Staining it hardly matters-- and so he uses a part of it to reach up and briefly wipe any excess blood away from Astarion's mouth, because he's not about to get it on his own face, thank you very much.

The taste of it, on the other hand, is something he doesn't mind at all. A hand skims down Astarion's newly-bared chest as he leans in to steal a brief but hungry kiss, his own blood on his tongue, teeth grazing his lower lip as Emet-Selch pulls back again. Far more heat than fondness, an expression of want that he moves on from easily enough, fingertips settling at the waist of Astarion's pants, lips brushing the underside of his jaw as he speaks again.]

Now, will you need help with these, too, or do you think you can manage that much on your own this time.

[For now, he's intent on holding to the rest of his composure.]

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[Astarion's lashes flutter for the attention paid to the underside of his throat before he's reflexively snorting at the audacity of Emet-Selch’s sly— albeit somewhat breathless— dig, his own grip tightening so much that perfectly manicured nails bite deep into the muscle framing the Ascian’s spine.

But he’s no new hand at this: much as he gets swept up in the rush of a good rut, there is, admittedly, very little he hasn’t savored in his long, unfortunate life. So when pride seeps in, it’s with a palm sunk flat against the center of Emet-Selch’s chest, shoving him back towards the mattress with a deceptive amount of strength. The fingers of his opposite hand are already at the laces of his trousers, and even in low candlelight— emphasized by the muted glow of the fireplace slotted into a nearby wall— The welling marks left behind by that knife catch bright against pale skin, taut muscle.]

Oh, my darling...I think you’ll find I can manage a great many things on my own.

[Low and smooth, almost rumbling in the back of his throat. A different sort of performance compared to all his songbird lilting.

And once shed, with the predatory fluidity of a stalking beast settling across its prey, he sinks himself overtop of Emet-Selch: pinning with his hips, the density of his own weight— one palm heavy where it rests overtop the former Emperor's wrist.]

[He goes without complaint, not bothering to try to sit up again once pushed back; Astarion pins him there, and the way that Emet-Selch relaxes beneath him is a purposeful thing, a stifling of any reflex in favor of remaining as he is. Almost reclining, unconcerned, watching him with an expectant demeanor as he stretches out to the extent he can-- he may only be a former emperor now, but he's still fully capable of that regal sort of bearing.

His gaze roams over Astarion's exposed skin, lingers appreciatively on the marks left behind there by his blade. For the moment, though, he doesn't intend to add to that collection; he frees his remaining hand, letting the knife fall onto the sheets. Within reach if either of them opts to take it up again, but there are things he would prefer to do with that hand in the meantime.

Fingertips brush along Astarion's jaw and come to rest beneath his chin, his touch light as he answers,]

Then I am certain, my dear, that you won't mind showing me.

[It's less of a dig. More of an invitation, this time, though still with that expectant air.]

If you ask nicely. [Astarion croons, showing the overly long edge of a jagged incisor— before he reaches across to snag that hand beneath his own jaw, keeping it held fast between cold fingertips.

A levering of pressure as he leans forward by degrees.]

I’ve always wanted to subjugate royalty.

Many have desired the same.

[He remains where he is, pressure or not; his gaze is intent as he watches Astarion, even through half-lidded eyes.]

But surely you do not expect royalty would simply succumb.

[There's no struggle, still. That isn't what he wants-- but he's curious.]

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Former royalty, with nothing to lose and everything to gain in the unfamiliar bliss of surrender?

[He has a mouth full of sharp teeth— obvious any time he speaks or smiles or even breathes a touch too quickly— a hurdle for certain intimate activities, but one he’s learned to offset through an age of deft (and dangerous) practice. This, however, when he sets two of Emet-Selch’s fingertips to the smooth flat of his tongue, is far less risky a maneuver. A low exhale through his nose, and they’re drawn back towards the edge of his throat, a slicker, indulgent offering.

A promise of the sort of control he possesses.

The sort he might exercise with good reason.]

A little advice. You might like what you find when you opt to... [A feathering breath, those fingers pressed to his lips for a narrow beat.] swallow your pride.

Putting that mouth of yours to better use may well be the most tempting prospect yet.

['Swallow your pride'. Honestly.

But there's no denying the way his breath catches in his throat at that gesture, or the appreciation in the moment for Astarion's little show of control, the heat in his gaze. He enjoys the idea, certainly-- though given where Astarion is settled and the involuntary shift of his hips that display earns, he undoubtedly already knows.]

But if you insist upon hearing it, then... you may have me as you wish.

Cheeky bastard. [And the level smoothness of that chiding remark seems like the laid track for something else entirely. Something withheld and upcoming— haughtiness, or amusement, or enjoyment, or impending punishment— all or none, like the ratcheting pull of an already taut rope being wound tighter.

Whether that’s true, though, or yet another aspect of Astarion's dramatic proclivities, well. Only time will tell.

For now, Astarion lets go of his hand and the warmer brush of those fingertips. One last teasing lap before his own weight shifts, sliding lower. And while he still craves the taste of regal blood, he opts to sate himself on something else: fingers hooking in the lipped edge of Emet-Selch’s trousers, pulling and working until he’s been freed— until Astarion’s lips kiss feverish, velveteen skin. The rise of him, tongue smoothing over the underside of his length, a performative prelude.

All of it drawn out into a show.]

Would it be enjoyable for you if I weren't?

[A small smirk curves one side of his mouth, but there's certainly an anticipation sparked by that tone, whether it ultimately ends up with any promise or not. Something that leads him to make that idle push and see where it goes in the end.

The shift of his weight is more promising in the moment, though, golden-brown eyes fixed on Astarion as he moves. He has always quietly acknowledged there is a beauty there he can appreciate, but in the warmth of the low light, with that air about him, with the clear intent there as he works at Emet-Selch's trousers-- the thought occurs to him more directly, a certainty that he doesn't want to take his eyes off him for a moment.

He doesn't reach down to help, allowing him to do as he pleases, and at that first touch of his lips and tongue, cooler against heated skin... there's a reflexive tension at the sensation before he relaxes into it, a sighing sound drawn from him. Soft, but unmistakable. A hand rests on top of Astarion's head, though not threading into the curls this time, a small signal that this isn't a gesture he means to use to direct him.]

[A question destined to go unanswered, as Astarion doesn't break for a moment from the focus of his efforts— mapping every delicate contour with the slide of his tongue, catching and circling ancillary points of interest.

Truth be told, he prefers passion to patience, but Emet-Selch has long been out of this particular arena, and they've time enough left of the night to burn. If it takes hours to deprive an emperor of his own self-control, then it'll be time well-spent as far as Astarion's concerned.

So every movement is agonizingly slow. Drawn out like the threaded pull of a bowstring to absolute tautness: mouth sinking down to encompass him, tongue guarding against the edges of his own fangs— until he’s pressed his profile flush to skin, hands sprawled and fanned across Emet-Selch’s stomach.

Working with devilish intent.]

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i'm just gonna make an early nsfw call here probably

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definitely now officially putting a warning here for bonetown city limits

bonetown population: 2 (as far as i'm aware)

The lion the witch and the audacity of this bitch

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