[It had happened during a show, when they were both backstage. After weeks of (somewhat clumsy) flirting, she'd sat herself in his lap and stolen a kiss— and then another, and another after that. She'd been the one to lead the way, and she'd been the one to put a halt to it too: springing away with a giggle as act one shifted into act two, leaving him dazedly staring after her as he'd touched his lips. And that was that, apparently, for though he'd approached her again, she'd shrugged him off.
Next week she was off kissing Leon, and then Daisy the week after. Nothing is personal here, and he was a little stupid to expect more.
He'd never told Astarion. He doesn't know why, save that it felt oddly disloyal.]
Have you?
[He's too big for their little space, and adding another body doesn't help. His shoulders are broader than they used to be, more defined, and they bump against plywood as he shifts around. One leg tentatively stretches out, resting next to Astarion's thigh, before the other swiftly follows. Time was they were fine with being tangled up, all elbows and knees in a nest in bed; he can't remember when they stopped doing that. Now he's so aware of all the places where they touch: his foot resting lightly against a clothed thigh, Astarion's knees bumping against his shin. Somewhere around here, he knows, there's a scratched in little message they'd written years ago: A+F were here, pointless and triumphant.
He wonders if Astarion has kissed anyone. He must have, Fenris thinks. He's so much better at social things, and he's getting so good at flirting with others . . . surely he must have. And yet the thought makes his stomach twist unpleasantly.]
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[It had happened during a show, when they were both backstage. After weeks of (somewhat clumsy) flirting, she'd sat herself in his lap and stolen a kiss— and then another, and another after that. She'd been the one to lead the way, and she'd been the one to put a halt to it too: springing away with a giggle as act one shifted into act two, leaving him dazedly staring after her as he'd touched his lips. And that was that, apparently, for though he'd approached her again, she'd shrugged him off.
Next week she was off kissing Leon, and then Daisy the week after. Nothing is personal here, and he was a little stupid to expect more.
He'd never told Astarion. He doesn't know why, save that it felt oddly disloyal.]
Have you?
[He's too big for their little space, and adding another body doesn't help. His shoulders are broader than they used to be, more defined, and they bump against plywood as he shifts around. One leg tentatively stretches out, resting next to Astarion's thigh, before the other swiftly follows. Time was they were fine with being tangled up, all elbows and knees in a nest in bed; he can't remember when they stopped doing that. Now he's so aware of all the places where they touch: his foot resting lightly against a clothed thigh, Astarion's knees bumping against his shin. Somewhere around here, he knows, there's a scratched in little message they'd written years ago: A+F were here, pointless and triumphant.
He wonders if Astarion has kissed anyone. He must have, Fenris thinks. He's so much better at social things, and he's getting so good at flirting with others . . . surely he must have. And yet the thought makes his stomach twist unpleasantly.]