He'd been aware of her, no doubt. The taste of her lipstick and the catch of her rings as she'd woven her fingers in her hair, and each time she'd squirmed he'd been so pointedly attuned to all the places soft flesh had met hard muscle. Her soft mouth kept pushing hungrily against his as he lagged a half-step behind, and all the while his mind had spun wildly: it's happening, so this is what kissing is like, it's happening, it's happening right now, is this right, is this it. Only once he'd learned to exhale had it become something thrilling, leaving his mouth sore and his prick aching.
But not once did he feel as though he'd been set ablaze by her.
Their lips meet, and it's simple. Chaste. For a moment they linger there, and then Astarion draws back just long enough to speak. And even if he had wanted to be a brat, Fenris finds he simply can't, for all the words have flown out of his head. Their lips hadn't even moved and already he's aching for more; his head jerks just once, an aborted gesture before he remembers that command to be still.
Be silent.
Fine. He can shut up— but he damned well won't be passive, not after Astarion shot his mouth off like that.
Settling his hands on that slender waist, Fenris yanks Astarion in with one sharp little tug, their hips grinding together and his back arching in eager meeting. Come here, pointed and challenging, even as white sparks fly behind his eyes and some part of his brain fizzles in heady bliss, oh, fuck. He's half-hard already, his cock straining needily against his pants; there's no way Astarion doesn't feel him, but he won't be the one to draw attention to it.
And he doesn't let go.
Remember who you're training with, as he slowly begins to kiss him in earnest, a steady push and pull as his thumbs stroke tentatively beneath Astarion's ribs.]
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He'd been aware of her, no doubt. The taste of her lipstick and the catch of her rings as she'd woven her fingers in her hair, and each time she'd squirmed he'd been so pointedly attuned to all the places soft flesh had met hard muscle. Her soft mouth kept pushing hungrily against his as he lagged a half-step behind, and all the while his mind had spun wildly: it's happening, so this is what kissing is like, it's happening, it's happening right now, is this right, is this it. Only once he'd learned to exhale had it become something thrilling, leaving his mouth sore and his prick aching.
But not once did he feel as though he'd been set ablaze by her.
Their lips meet, and it's simple. Chaste. For a moment they linger there, and then Astarion draws back just long enough to speak. And even if he had wanted to be a brat, Fenris finds he simply can't, for all the words have flown out of his head. Their lips hadn't even moved and already he's aching for more; his head jerks just once, an aborted gesture before he remembers that command to be still.
Be silent.
Fine. He can shut up— but he damned well won't be passive, not after Astarion shot his mouth off like that.
Settling his hands on that slender waist, Fenris yanks Astarion in with one sharp little tug, their hips grinding together and his back arching in eager meeting. Come here, pointed and challenging, even as white sparks fly behind his eyes and some part of his brain fizzles in heady bliss, oh, fuck. He's half-hard already, his cock straining needily against his pants; there's no way Astarion doesn't feel him, but he won't be the one to draw attention to it.
And he doesn't let go.
Remember who you're training with, as he slowly begins to kiss him in earnest, a steady push and pull as his thumbs stroke tentatively beneath Astarion's ribs.]