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There are more tucked away behind that initial set of fangs— easily revealed under the curious press of a thumb: front teeth flat and seemingly innocent, the rest as sharp as razors, running towards the back of his mouth. Flashed bright when he grins, leaning into that touch.

“I only want to be sure you want this.” No second thoughts, no shivering moments of regret where someone else’s name might linger on delicately shaped lips.

Not that it matters if that’s what this comes to: it wouldn’t be the first time he’s played patron to another person’s dreams.

“...And now I am.”

Serpentine and languid, he’s almost weightless in how swift he is when snakes around the table to fit himself in Thranduil’s lap, straddling him as surely as if he belongs there. Quick as when he’s slit Tevinter throats in the dark, and just as venomous at heart.

His other hand is still wrapped around Thranduil’s own— the opposite, chilled and artfully balanced, sinks down to flatten against freshly bared skin, skimming across the line of Thranduil’s breastbone. Slipping lower by the second to finish what's been started.

And then, decisively, his mouth is pressed to lips that still taste of richer wine. A hungering kiss, febrile and demanding, punctuated only by the scuff of sharp teeth.

It had been a startling revelation when he had realized he liked sex— the memories wrapped up in too much ancient grief and so long removed from routine that the act had seemed not distasteful, but… outdated. The providence of a younger man. But then there had been Gwenaëlle, and the reintroduction, and half of it was her-— her smile, her laugh, her sinking her teeth into all the soft parts of him, literally and not.

Astarion isn’t her. The sensations aren’t the same, and that is nearly a relief, to kiss him— to lift his hand away from the buttons of his shirt and slide his hand into the hair he will not ever admit he has wanted to touch for some time— and to find it new.

Which is good. He will not be weeping over it all.

He is careful with the teeth, mapping them and then letting Astarion take the lead, but there is so much hunger. He wants, suddenly, with the full force of someone previously accustomed to very frequent sex who has now gone months without and has too many feelings wrapped up with the absence. One hand free means he cannot pull him closer, merely squeeze where he has some hold on Astarion’s fingers. He does spread his legs, force the comfortable perching area forward, lean back so the other elf must lean forward.

“Lovely,” he says, when he has the space to say it, murmured against Astarion’s lips. “Beautiful one, let me—“

He is not wholly accustomed with not being the one leading.

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Beautiful one, what a dear creature he is. Both out of his depth and utterly transfixed, the sort of fascination that blooms so beautifully Astarion could drink it and never tire.

He bends to that urging, winding forward to give chase when Thranduil sinks back, unwilling to cede even an inch he doesn’t have to.

And he doesn’t have to.

“Yes?”

He forgets his hold on those delicate fingertips, fitting both hands to the underside of that jaw, pale fingers splayed across both cheeks, furthering the depth of each kiss he steals. Each breath he steals, in fact, before breaking away to nip impatiently at Thranduil’s lower lip. Enough of a pause for the man to speak.

If he wants to, that is.

“Is there something you need, darling? You’ll have to speak up. Can’t seem to hear a thing right now.”

“You,” Thranduil admits, wrapping an arm around Astarion’s waist, tying them together. “You, you wretched creature—“ he’s got a type, “— you intend to be a tease about it, clearly.”

All mirth, still, even swiping at his own lip when it stings before he grabs at Astation’s wrist, twisting at the little buttons on his cuffs. “Too many,” Thranduil complains, between kisses, though it is not like his is any better, all fiddly detail and elven ornamentation. “Off, come, lift your arms—“

He tugs at the hem to untuck it from his trousers, somewhat unproductive given frequent distraction.

There. There at last. Wretched is a far better name to go by, Astarion thinks ever so proudly— grinning even as he’s seized, and more than willing to cede his own anchoring grip in favor of assisting in the effort to yank his own shirt free: letting it displace silver curls with one last yank before it's thrown unceremoniously to the floor with all the rest of the clutter.

And, to his credit, under the press of a laugh that lives deep and dark in his throat, he does try to perch nearer. To inspire friction with the entirely direct shifting of his own weight. The bucking of slender hips.

Unfortunately, the chairs he owns are shit. Weak-jointed at best, and the noise of protest it makes has him stopping almost as soon as he starts, head dropping in defeat to press against Thranduil’s chest. “And here I thought my shrewd acquisition of furniture wouldn’t come back to bite me in the ass.”

This is why you don’t take what’s left out for free in the street home, is what he means.

“Right. To the bed, my dear.” Said as he climbs free of the tangled, wanton little web he's woven, now content to see to the rest of the matter of his own undress without any sort of overwhelming ceremony. “Because if you manage to break what little I have, you’re going to owe me more.”

There's a momentary pause as crimson eyes flick upwards in their focus, still sharp as any predatory beast.

“And I do charge interest.”

“Owe you?” Thranduil asks, standing slowly— it would have been him meeting the floor had Astarion not stopped (though in the moment perhaps it would have been worth it—). “What do I owe you for?”

He discards his own shirt, letting it drape over the abandoned chair. He undoes the buttons of his trousers, though he does not yet drop the front or shuck them off just yet, and his boots end up next to the chair as well before he steps to the bed, considering draping himself onto the mattress. Some lovely little picture, hair strewn across the sheets, some sultry look.

“You were very eager to drink my wine. And, I assume, to spend my coin had we gone mischief making.”

He sits, and the he decides he will lay back, one leg folded, propped up on his elbow, all the better to watch.

“Unless this all is merely because you pity me.”

“Ahah, no. I haven’t the heart for pity. A chronic failing— incurable, in fact.”

Gods, he does paint a picture though, doesn’t he? That cascade of golden hair, that musculature that would suit even the most insatiable and discerning tastes. There was a time when a body like that would only be a death sentence to the one in possession of it, once Astarion’s eyes were upon them.

Cazador was specific, after all. He only wanted the best.

Now, what Astarion sets his sights on, is his. The satisfaction of it is immeasurable. Overwhelming. He forgets himself for a beat, before one breath, feather-soft, is let out against the back of his teeth.

It’s nothing new, shedding cloth in the most achingly slow fashion. The firelight is dimmer, the hour is late: both paint deep shadows across the span of his body as he pulls himself free and climbs atop his quarry the way a tiger slithers through tall grass— led by sight and scent and a hunger hot as embers, burning beneath the cage of his ribs.

“I simply think I deserve it.” He says, as his tongue meets teeth. As his mouth finds the corded muscle of Thranduil’s throat— though he resists the urge to bite.

“Everything you have to give.”

He watches Astarion. He looks, and gluts himself on looking. He likes beautiful things, admires the way the light hits the curve of Astarion's hip, the chiaroscuro cast of his features, shadows and pale skin.

And when Astarion joins him on the bed, he indulges his inclination to touch. Again, the hair, soft against his palm, combing through the curls and seizing a handful when teeth brush against skin, the normal shocked jump of a new sensation.

"How arrogant," Thranduil says, and it is not a rebuke- not when he is twisting under him, trying to get a leg between his own for some blessed friction. He swipes his thumb along the tip of an ear, which turns into nails down the back of his head and neck, palm smoothing along his shoulder, noting but not mapping out scar tissue. "Am I to be ravished, then? I was hoping," his voice as steady as can be, though the steady metronome of his pulse is picking up, "- to get my mouth on you."

Like a scruffed cat Astarion pauses in that grip, pulling against instinct and thought in equal measure.

And then it’s devious, the way his lips twist high. The way hooded eyes gleam in the dark, almost feline. Appetite as deep and yawning as the ocean depths lapping somewhere just outside, only faintly audible.

He steals one last kiss against that neck, marking the skin without breaking it— and then sinks, languid, to the mattress. Curls framing the sharp lines of his face, back arched just so.

A wordless invitation.

“As you like,” consonants catching, voice a low hum of a thing when it leaves him.

“Until sunrise, I’ll give you whatever you ask.”

"And then?" he asks, pushing Astarion's legs open so he can settle between them, a quick thought given to Astarion's proclivities, the chair, and the hope that he at least tested the bed for sturdiness. "Will you melt away, like dew on grass?"

There are a number of stories to that effect, but they dissipate like so much fog as Thranduil's focus narrows, and he sets himself to his task. Perhaps he accused Astarion of being a tease because he himself enjoys playing at being one-- much attention given first to the inner thighs, a leg lifted to bend at the knee and spread wider, a scattering of kisses and scraping teeth as he works up, with occasional glances cast up at Astarion. He is handsome, nearly otherworldly, too much symmetry, but it's still a lovely picture to look down and see that, let alone feel the brush of all that soft hair.

“Shadows fade in daylight.” Astarion breathes, his exhale a steadying thing, working to ground him against the roaming scuff of Thranduil’s mouth. “Dreams, too.”

When Thranduil leaves, the scent of lilac and leather oil won’t go with him.

“You didn’t come here for love.”

And it’d be an insult to them both to pretend otherwise— much less the woman no doubt watching the stars from her high tower, stitching thread together between deft fingertips like Shekinester weaving fate.

One leg hooks high across the taut span of Thranduil’s shoulder, hips arching into even the barest contact, senses lost to both it and the agonizingly feathering glide of long hair where it manages occasionally to brush along his inner thigh. But his eyes stay open, even when heavy lashes flutter under the weight of overwhelmingly vivid sensation.

He refuses, right down to the marrow, to abandon such a breathtaking sight.

"Companionship," Thranduil agrees, not having the word for 'fuck buddy' in Trade, Sindarin, or Orlesian. He presses a final kiss to the soft place where thigh meets hip, and takes Astarion in hand and then into his mouth.

He wonders, briefly, if Astation would have liked the wide-eyed request to 'show me how' that Iorveth had been subjected to, and wonders further how much of sex thoughts of previous experiences overlaying current ones contains. There are new experiences- Astarion's taste, the smell of his skin, the odd coolness of his body- and Astarion himself, the acerbic wit, the hint of vulnerability running through him.

But he remains in the moment despite brief woolgathering, setting the pace, until he lifts his head, lips wet, cheeks colors, and grabs for Astarion's hand to twist into his hair.

He has, very slowly, come around to having it pulled on.

Astarion, who was inclined to burn hot enough to scald in that damnable chair. Astarion, who speaks openly of lust with sharp fangs glinting bright in dark places, thirst entirely unslaked. That is the creature who— when Thranduil reaches for him in urging earnest— decidedly curls his fingers away from those silver-blond strands of hair. The back of his fingertips opting to caress the edge of a sharp ear instead, lazily drawing a line down, nearer by degrees, as though he isn’t still twisted in the vice of his own want.

When he stops, his thumb kisses the rise of one arched cheek, mapping its flush for a beat that feels as though it could stretch on for an age.

And then he grins, jagged, quick to tangle his fingers in that curtain of pale hair. Quicker to stretch his own spine long when he wraps his legs tighter around Thranduil, using the entirety of that spun web to draw him in— to demand more. All soft, throaty whispers of encouragement for it.

There’s a tucked away set of phials resting on the nearby sill where it meets the bed, and it’s only after a short while that Astarion fumbles in reaching for them with his spare hand. The lightest catch of glass scratching over stone.

Perfumed oil. A necessary participant for this sort of affair.

He imagines, unless the poor elf has some withering change of heart, they’ll need it soon enough.

In this, he'll take direction- guidance- as eager to please in bed as ever, if without his usual confidence. Maybe the lack of surety is better. Maybe the novelty of uncertainty on his face is just as arousing as the flushed skin and uneven breaths. Praise certainly goes further with him, noticeable in how he shifts against the bed.

He pauses when Astarion moves, lifts his head, lips glossy wet. His sight is- complicated, but he still notices the flash of glass before he dips his head and replaces his mouth with his hand, all the better to leave him able to offer commentary.

"You've further ambitions," he accuses, his breathing evening out. His voice has an edge of roughness to it. His cheek against Astarion's thigh, he gazes up, all affection.

That such a proud creature makes himself so utterly biddable is unexpected. Thrilling, to say the least.

“Can you blame me?” Astarion asks, the edge of his hand quick to nestle just beneath Thranduil’s jawline— only the underside of his fingertips, the delicacy of it working as a guide for steering attention as surely as if it were a tether between them. Applied pressure is more than unnecessary when you have the gravity of desire on your side.

“Pretty thing like you all to myself? I’m hardly a bastion of restraint as it is.”

Its antithesis, more like.

The narrow cork is pinched between his teeth, pulled loose with a faint pop, and the scent of lilac that perpetually clings to Astarion has a far more direct source this time, a mystery perhaps all too quickly solved under the right conditions. He stoppers it with his own thumb, reaches with his other hand to pull Thranduil higher.

There will always be more time for touch. For the heat of his mouth and the roaming pleasure of kissing the way borders might be drawn across skin.

Instead Astarion finds his throat again, resisting temptation by using teeth and tongue to deepen that lone mark as he lets oil spill lazily between his fingertips. As the brush of his hand low across Thranduil carries with it a warming slickness.

Greedy, his touch. Palm fitted to the muscle spanning just above delicate ribs. His attention almost fixated. Greedier still when he crooks the fingertips of his opposite hand— only the barest warning living in that snaking touch— to let them sink in slow, and deliberate, and searching. He’s a ravenous, beastly thing, even without a thirst for blood. There’s nothing cruel about his touch—

But there’s no restraint to be found in it, either. Not a drop, as he presses in to the knuckle, dragging out an achingly slow rhythm.

"No," Thranduil says, and laughs, breathy and hardly the right indulgence when he's near panting. He goes as he's guided, mindful of the extra few inches he has on the other elf, giving him his throat and holding a fistful of the pillow by his ear. "I had such intentions-"

Ones, presumably, where Astarion was coming apart in his arms, rather than vice versa. Still, he can't complain. He is so very far from complaining, trying not to rock back into Astarion's fingers. He catches his lip between his teeth before he lets out a frustrated huff of air before purposefully stilling. Or at least pausing-- the occasional tremor gives him away, the twitch of thighs and stomach, how his fingers curl and uncurl in the sheets. No reason to give Astarion more reason to tease.

"The smell-" he says, "I thought-- perfume. And you stink of it all the time-"

And Thranduil will have to live with the reminder. Another laugh, but this one breaks off in a hiss. He's at the right angle to murmur in Astarion's ear.

"More. You cannot harm me."

Another mark. Another moment where blunted nails drag harsh against vulnerable skin, the way a feral animal doesn’t quite know how to warm itself to the concept of touch. Contrary to that, however, Astarion does know better: he’s sung like a songbird for the benefit of bejeweled prey, he’s cowed himself for lesser creatures as if they were kings.

The fact that he opts not to now speaks more than consideration ever could.

'You cannot harm me', Thranduil says, with rows of Jagged teeth perched right beside his throat, and the sheer audacity of it— the confidence held fast within it— sends a monstrous shiver running down Astarion’s spine. His eyes dilate, his inhale turns thready.

“You won’t forget it.” Astarion promises. He could mean all of this— he could mean the scent of it, or the welling markings he’s endeavoring to leave behind as lasting proof— maybe there isn’t any difference.

“You’ll remember it when I’m not there,” humming in his throat, yet another arched finger added to the merciless effort already underway. “Like a hunger you can’t sate on your own.”

His breath is warmer now, all stolen heat. A vampire still, though he stops himself from absolute indulgence, drinking in the way each drag of his fingertips prompts a shudder, or a flicker of a sound, or—

He coaxes Thranduil nearer, though they’re close enough that it isn’t much of a shift. A little higher, a little hotter. His fingers slow to retreat, falling to the tauter span of his own length, devoid of propriety when he fits himself in place without rushing for that first, initial dive: there's no senseless plunge, no over-eager thrust— he edges himself in with more tensely-held patience than he has any right to possess, reveling in every aching, febrile second.

He soaks in it, each moment drawn out as his eyes close, eyelids twitching as his mouth falls open, a long exhale, a sigh of relief. He would not have named Astarion patient, not in the way of slow-growing things, but predators have a certain stillness to them.

“Is that not desire?” he asks, and settles his weight on his knees, still perched astride. He is reluctant to draw away, reluctant to be out of distance to kiss him. As for memories, lilacs will be as much of a cue as seeing the fullness of his lips, now intimately aware of the odd coolness of his mouth and how best to avoid over-long canines.

“It sounds nearly like obsession,” he muses, and sits back, sacrificing nearness for control, to be able to rise and fall and set the pace. He leaves both hands on Astarion’s chest, more ornamentation than counter balance. There are a dozen marks on his own skin, courtesy of the other elf. He does not make a point to rake furrows as he rides, but his nails scrape still as his fingers flex.

“It could be....”

Both is what he means to add. To say, even if the words fall short across the edge of his tongue, swept away by the rushing current of sensation. Obsession, after all, is what Astarion was made for. It was all he was ever set loose for, on those sparing nights when blood needed to flow as sweetly as wine.

Ships dashed on rocks, that was what he’d told Fenris, once. Drowned sailors. All the casualties of the beasts meant to prey on want.

Thedas would shudder at his feet, if he’d kept his vampiric compulsion.

But for now, he’ll settle for seeing Thranduil’s eyes gone dark in the absence of ambient light. For the way he breathes, sharp and halting, and then quicker at times, as uneven as the dig of his nails. For the way Astarion himself can’t keep from gasping through the gaps in jagged teeth, head tilted back as his own spine arches high into the catch of those braced fingertips— as he ruts luridly in turn against the grain, despite the way Thranduil drives the whole of their pace— almost begging without words for more.

More.

As drunk on it as wine.

He laughs, a breathy exhale that coincides with a noise in the back of his throat that he cannot wholly suffocate. He is losing control. He is losing composure. He does not need to be particularly polite about it, and falling apart on him looks better than put together on most. Strands of hair stuck to his forehead, lips wet and parted, the off-tempo rise and fall of his chest, he looks a tumultuous mess.

The only place to go is down, and Astarion isn't keen to lead him anywhere else. Everything narrows to sensation, to nails and skin and noise, and he drives himself harder to his own end. He is not tender. There are no words in the gasp as he comes, body briefly tense, before his shoulders slouch and he slumps forward, hand still braced against Astarion's chest.

Handsome catch. Ruinous catch. A pretty thing even as he unravels.

The night is long. What starts there— what ends there, only to begin again, no doubt— is as continuous a process as the rise and fall of the sun itself. Astarion isn't content to let him sleep, too tireless and covetous and wanting to let the man rest each time something new's been conquered between them. The faint track marks of blunted nails, the welling points where Astarion had let his mouth linger for far too long. He's a doting, drowsy mess come the hour just before dawn, tangled up in bedding as though he's just another part of it, sprawled at the oddest of angles, exhale low and humming. He's an old thing, a difficult to tire thing.

He's tired now.

"You know," he starts, eyes made unspeakably dark by the fact that he's almost fully closed them in his own contentment. "we should really do this again sometime."

The way someone talks about having tea, or going riding.

Hah, riding.

"You're better company than what I've been keeping."

He aches. It will fade, but the ferry ride back to the Gallows will be interesting. Perhaps he’ll hole himself up in the Alienage for a few days. That idea seem appealing.

Still, he reaches over to adjust the sheets, to cover exposed skin. The impulse is unexpectedly tender, though, he thinks, will not be unwelcome. Astarion seems a black hole for attention of any sort.

“If you mean the drinking,” he says, sitting up slowly, his back to the headboard. “I would welcome it. Or the conversation, or your plan to adjourn to the tavern. But no further than that.”

But he reaches over a second time, to stroke the other elf’s hair, brush some of it out of his eyes. Perhaps that is a benefit of curly and cropped. His own is surely a near snarl of tangles, which he will have to carefully comb out in the bath. The Gallows, then.

It's true enough, in fact. Like an experiment seen to completion the evidence speaks keenly for itself: Thranduil's right. Astarion almost immediately drinks in the mercy of that gesture, unnecessary as it is.

For all his talk of meaningless ecstasy, he's undeniably toothless in regards to it now.

And— with a flicker of something unreadable— he reaches out to trap those fingertips when they wander in close enough to touch. Grip as firm as it is ultimately listless under pressure. Attempting to take more than he has left in him to give, apparently.

He's smiling still, but the way his eyes narrow slightly might betray something of a sharper truth.

"What, I wasn't satisfying enough for you?"

“No,” he says, low and soothing. “You are splendid.”

Deprived of the hand which he might have used to continue to impart the gentle little touches of affectionate aftermath, he lets Astarion keep his grip and hopefully a measure of his pride with it.

“But firstly, you wouldn’t consent to be kept, I fear, by someone who tends towards possessiveness, and I–“

He doesn’t say it, and assume it doesn’t need to be said. If he’s not beholden to what he assumed was his nature, if he is not in thrall to her literally, if it was all a choice and one made with intention and love, well.

“Have I disappointed you?” he asks, moving his leg, thigh pressed to thigh.

Have I disappointed you?

Yes is the knee jerk thought that comes to mind. Unfair as it is. Unfair, which seems to encapsulate Astarion’s whole existence perfectly.

Because he wants to be wanted. Adored in the most basic sense. Having no illusions about what this is doesn’t change the fact that it stings to be met with such a reasonable— and inevitable— response. Dawn isn’t there just yet, and already the dream’s broken.

His exhale’s languorous. He lets go of that hand, smiling just a little wider as his eyes drift shut. Feigned docility.

“A little,” he says, amused by the sound of his own faint petulance. A childish joke. One eye opens; he’s back to form.

“But I’ll survive.”

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